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October 12, 2005
Tired today
Im tired tonight. Didnt sleep much last night, and although I havent done much at all today I feel even more knackered than I did when I got up this morning.
I didnt sleep much because my mind wouldnt stop thinking about this damn infection problem. By the end of the night I had myself all but in a panic that it was going to eat away enough nerves to cost me my sexual function and lose the use of my legs, or the feeling in them. Im such a happy chappy arent I. *sigh*
Havent worried about that too much today though. Ive purposely tried to keep it all at the back of my mind. Instead I spent some more time faffing about with the new message board system tests to see how Its going. Its certainly gettin better, and lookin like a very real option for the future.
Speaking of the site, it broke that magical 2million mark last evening, around 10.45pm. I didnt see it sadly. And no screenshot has been sent in, so looks like it was missed by all. Not to worry, the 3million will soon be here.
Poor old Lucy has a slight problem with her paw at the moment. She keeps knawing at it, and we've looked at it but all we can see is a minor little spot between her toes. We've cut the fur back from it and stuck some disinfectant spray on it which does seem to have cooled her knawing down a little but shes still not a happy camper when it comes to that paw.
Anyways, she'll be off to the vets again soon for her ribcage checkup so if its still bothering her then in about a weeks time then we can get the vet to check it for us too.
Was meant to help put up a MFI wardrobe today, but it didnt happen. Just didnt feel well enough to help, the pain has been bad, especially the damn wound. I had some help cleaning it today. Its so embarrassing having one of your parents help you to clean your butt crack wound but sadly needs must....... Christ, that seepage stuff stinks to high heaven, yet it doesnt look like regular puss. There is blood in it, but apart from that its clear!!! Weird. Very, very weird!
Hmm just had a phone call saying Id won a holiday to florida. I only had to pay $3000US in airport taxes and insurance. bargain eh? Im soooooo lucky. Do they really think ppl are that stupid to believe this stuff? I guess so. Its just worrying that they try it on me lol.
Anyways Im going to go. Butt is hurting, mood is low, eyes are heavy, so I think an early night is called for.
Bye for now everyone.
Jason.
Pain: 5/10
Depression: 6/10
Posted by Jason at October 12, 2005 08:10 PM